Apr 24

Deathly

Official numbers are that 50,000 Americans have died of Covid-19. It’s probably closer to 80,000, but let’s say that it’s 50,000.

To put that in perspective, that’d be every single resident of the county where I grew up when I left in 1994 — and about 3,000 more. In the context of the US, it’s not much. In the context of humanity on a more comprehensible scale, it’s a whole lot.

Apr 24

Comprehension

I wonder how much the ability to understand the possible ramifications of complex events just has to do with the ability — or lack thereof — to hold a lot of information in memory at once?

I can hold a shit-ton of artifacts and ideas in my head simultaneously and bounce them all against one another. Note this is all non-visual, as I am not a visual thinker at all. But I can feel or experience or something these artifacts (there are no words for this in any language) and cause their mechanisms to bounce off of one another and interact, and I can modify the parameters in real time to see what happens. And I can hold dozens and sometimes hundreds of these in my head at the same time, if I think for a couple of hours about something intensely.*

It’s a great gift and I am lucky to have it but I think it’s also probably rare. I just take it for granted, though, because I’ve always been able to do it.

I’m guessing most people can’t do this?

*It’s one of the reasons I am good at infrastructure networking, I think. Can hold all sorts of information in my head at once about a complex network and sim it out without ever touching a network device.

Apr 24

The Struggle

My family would’ve been borrowing from friends and relatives, selling what they could, and not paying some bills. Credit cards were not common then, especially for people as poor as they were, but now they’d be running those up too. Standard poor people behavior.

Apr 24

Potate No

This is what the world’s richest Third World country looks like. Failed state, as I’ve been saying for years. The pandemic just made it apparent.

Welcome to the future I already knew we were in.

Apr 24

Gender Tender

Being non-binary or agender or whatever just highlights gender more, which is what Ada Palmer was getting at in part of her Terra Ignota series.

There is no opting out. And I believe at least part of this is biological/genetic, which will piss a lot of people off. But it’s more complicated than what people usually mean by “biological/genetic” by which I mean it isn’t the same thing as “hard-coded.”

Opting out of the gender binary is nearly as hard as opting out of gravity, despite the former being at least mostly socially constructed. In other words: Not. Gonna. Happen.

Apr 23

Who Dat

Excellent. Defund them, then drone strike them. It’ll save lives.

Apr 23

Armweak

Huh. What a world.