About the below, I should mention that one of the reasons I treat everyone the same that I don’t know really well – like a robot, basically – is that I don’t want to make anyone feel uncomfortable or even feel the possibility that I might be harassing them.

This also leads to making no friends, but such is life. I don’t believe my desire to make friends or to be warm to someone trumps their right not to feel unwelcome attention. And as to me it seems that basically any attention these days is unwelcome, I just avoid the issue altogether.

Because I prefer to be one-on-one with people (whether male or female) and just absolutely hate being in groups – especially loud, noisy, drunken groups – since society is at one of its “cold periods,” basically the only way I want to be with people is seen as default creepy. Especially by women.

Guess I will always be an alien on this planet.