Hark

Iโ€™ve posted this before, but not an HD version as I couldn’t find one at the time. This is just such a damn fun song and video. And the gothified Lisa Mitchell at the end of the video looks like a completely different person.

I can just imagine the record company execโ€™s response to this. โ€œOk, Lisa, weโ€™d like you to make a nice, light and fun pop song we can play on the radio.โ€

And then the exec hearing this where the first line is, โ€œOnce again I leave my graveโ€ฆ.โ€

But it is a nice, fun song. Just one about death and revenants and ravens eating your decaying corpse and shit.

Devil

I like Kate Miller-Heidkeโ€™s older, lighter stuff very much, but I really enjoy her newer, more cerebral material as well. Both are very good, but very different. Sheโ€™s a smart woman, and it shows.

Starry skies in a rambling post

Not that Iโ€™m recommending people put themselves in situations like this on purpose, but you never feel so alive as when youโ€™ve just cheated death.

The most effervescently alive Iโ€™ve ever felt is lying on a strange drop zone in the middle of the night after a jump, starry sky above me, parachute strewn in the grass behind me. It wasnโ€™t even a hairy jump, that one. It was just a beautiful night and the plane ride had been a wild one.

Leaping out of the plane on a dark, cool night from the din and disquiet of a military aircraft into the utter dark silence of a drop zone is such a transition that it should be jarring โ€“ but itโ€™s not. Itโ€™s like a rebirth.

As calm as it is, as still, the ground is still approaching. You have to get ready. Feet in the right place, let your rucksack go. Crash. Anything broken? Stars above, ground below. That night it felt like I was fizzing up into the universe, becoming a living Van Gogh.

Iโ€™ve lived my whole life doing things people told me I could not possibly do.

โ€œWhat, him? Oh no, not Mike, heโ€™s too geeky to date that woman.โ€

โ€œOh, not Mike, heโ€™s too weak to join the Army. Heโ€™ll never make it.*โ€

โ€œThat guy, become a paratrooper? Yeah, right.โ€

And thatโ€™s only the first 20 years. You get the point.

Iโ€™ve always loved the Alanis Morrisette lyric, โ€œI recommend biting off more than you can chew to anyone.โ€

Damn good advice.

If you arenโ€™t biting off more than you can chew of life, why are you still living? Whatโ€™s the damn point?

*My own father, by the way.