Midnight

Kappa Paul Band featuring Halie and Emma covering the Allman Brotherโ€™s โ€œMidnight Rider.โ€

Not sure why they instagrammed the video, but so be it โ€“ they are better live and recording all at once than most bands in the studio with multiple separate takes and all sorts of digital enhancement.

Essay say say

This is one of the best essays Iโ€™ve ever read. It might be the best. Whatever its ranking, itโ€™s fucking fantastic. I linked it at my other blog but it really needs wider exposure.

Usually when I read something, I think, Meh, I couldโ€™ve written that. Writing is an area (to paraphrase a movie from the โ€˜90) where I can just play.

Even the longer posts on here for instance I typically spend less than 15 minutes composing. Sometimes less than five.

But that โ€“ I could never have written that. What an amazing piece of work. Itโ€™s one of the few essays Iโ€™ve ever read โ€“ and perhaps the only one โ€“ that Iโ€™ve finished, then immediately started from the beginning again.

One of the few

One of the very few ways I was similar to regular kids is that I perceived adults as being much older than they actually were. (While often perceiving them accurately as mendacious incompetents at the same time.)

For instance, in a movie I liked at the time and have since re-watched, a major character at the time seemed about 50-60 to me and in my view as a child was on the very doorstep of death.

Watching the movie now, I realize he is 28 or perhaps 30.

I remember very well what it was to be a child. How it felt, at least, and that I was really no different than I am now. Why do so many adults forget this, and then treat children and young people as if they are not people?

Perhaps it is because I was a very precocious child and grew up quickly that I have not forgotten the disdain and dismissal that I received from adults.

Perhaps also that people just like passing on the negative experiences they themselves experienced. Seems a common human thing to do.