Midnight

Kappa Paul Band featuring Halie and Emma covering the Allman Brotherโ€™s โ€œMidnight Rider.โ€

Not sure why they instagrammed the video, but so be it โ€“ they are better live and recording all at once than most bands in the studio with multiple separate takes and all sorts of digital enhancement.

Essay say say

This is one of the best essays Iโ€™ve ever read. It might be the best. Whatever its ranking, itโ€™s fucking fantastic. I linked it at my other blog but it really needs wider exposure.

Usually when I read something, I think, Meh, I couldโ€™ve written that. Writing is an area (to paraphrase a movie from the โ€˜90) where I can just play.

Even the longer posts on here for instance I typically spend less than 15 minutes composing. Sometimes less than five.

But that โ€“ I could never have written that. What an amazing piece of work. Itโ€™s one of the few essays Iโ€™ve ever read โ€“ and perhaps the only one โ€“ that Iโ€™ve finished, then immediately started from the beginning again.

One of the few

One of the very few ways I was similar to regular kids is that I perceived adults as being much older than they actually were. (While often perceiving them accurately as mendacious incompetents at the same time.)

For instance, in a movie I liked at the time and have since re-watched, a major character at the time seemed about 50-60 to me and in my view as a child was on the very doorstep of death.

Watching the movie now, I realize he is 28 or perhaps 30.

I remember very well what it was to be a child. How it felt, at least, and that I was really no different than I am now. Why do so many adults forget this, and then treat children and young people as if they are not people?

Perhaps it is because I was a very precocious child and grew up quickly that I have not forgotten the disdain and dismissal that I received from adults.

Perhaps also that people just like passing on the negative experiences they themselves experienced. Seems a common human thing to do.

Slated for disposal

Itโ€™s getting harder and harder to read Slate these days โ€“ nearly everything on there is some Matthew Yglesias-infected contrarian claptrap bullshit even if itโ€™s not actually written by Matthew Yglesias.

That piece I linked โ€“ like most of his โ€“ is filled with false dichotomies, statements backed by no evidence (because there isnโ€™t any) and a firm disregard for how anyone not Ivy League-educated and not already set for life experiences the world.

Liberals like Matt Yglesias is why I donโ€™t call myself a liberal that often. In no way do I want to be associated with a such a wretched, deluded fucker.

Fictive

Iโ€™ve deliberately made an effort lately to read more fiction by women. I already read something like 40% fiction by women naturally โ€“ now itโ€™s more like 75%. Call it making up for lost time.

I didnโ€™t expect the quality of my reading material to go down, and it did not. However, there is a lot more breadth in material written by women than in general than that written by men and that has improved my reading experience considerably.

As if there were any doubt, women and men are equally good writers, but female writers in general donโ€™t seem as prone to be locked into certain binary ideas about gender or even society at large. That is to say, you are far less likely to read some unexamined translation of 1950s gender roles into a society of 2896 if itโ€™s written by a woman.

The latest one Iโ€™ve read is Zoo City by Lauren Beukes, which was quite good.

Fire on all cylinders

We saw Catching Fire today.

Much, much better than the first film, and it had interesting things to say about how totalitarian regimes operate that even so-called โ€œseriousโ€ films have never said on screen: namely, that the very rules that they establish as their modi operandi are also their weaknesses, for if they violate those rules in an obvious-to-the-rabble manner it undermines their very existence.

Of course, they will and do violate their self-set rules all the time in an unobvious and obfuscated manner โ€“ however, the point is and was if they do so apparently, they demolish their own foundations because โ€œruleโ€ like money is just an idea in a bunch of peopleโ€™s heads more than it is anything physical.

Much more could be said about that for the film both handles this point subtly and capable and better than the books, but I also want to keep this post finite in length and I have to tell you about the character Johanna Mason.

Jena Malone (whom I didnโ€™t even recognize) burns off the screen with this character. Sheโ€™s a wild animal, utterly feral and unleashed by anything, and even though sheโ€™s fighting on the side of right sheโ€™s as scary in her wounded intensity and unpredictability as anyone Iโ€™ve ever seen on film.

I told my partner I was going to write a love song to her called, “Johanna, I love You โ€“ As Long as Weโ€™re Far Apart and Youโ€™re in a Cage.โ€

She said that was not very romantic.

The film was just filled with great performances, really, and subtle ones โ€“ย  for instance, how Elisabeth Banks humanizes Effie Trinket without breaking character is just absolutely masterfully done.

And of course Jennifer Lawrence is Jennifer Lawrence โ€“ normally, someone like Jena Maloneโ€™s brilliant Johanna Mason wouldโ€™ve upstaged her, but thatโ€™s not really possible.

Catching Fire corrected nearly all of the flaws of the first film, and even bested the book in some areas โ€“ something not often done. I highly recommend seeing it in the theater as itโ€™s a movie that nearly cries out to be seen on a big screen.

Massacre

Itโ€™s extremely odd to me that people criticize the premise of The Hunger Games as being outlandish when far worse things have occurred in our very recent history, and in fact throughout history.

I think this reaction occurs for a few reasons โ€“ people simply donโ€™t want to believe that a society similar to theirs can possibly do not only such things but worse than what occurs in the novels. Another reason is that anything aimed at younger readers is automatically dismissed.

And yet another of course is that YA fiction features in their view too many female heroines and characters in general, as most people perceive a discussion to be female-dominated if it has above 30% female participation.

One of the fucking reasons I read YA so much is that women arenโ€™t treated as sub-humans in the genre โ€“ and the writing is often a lot better and tighter.

Itโ€™s funny also that The Hunger Games premise is seen as ridiculous yet having 12,000+ people die of firearm homicides a year in this country is seen as normal, and having 50,000+ people perish because their medical care is inadequate โ€“ well, thatโ€™s just how things go.

People tend to ignore the horrors all around them, it seems, while concentrating on milder fictional ones.

Wikipodium

Wikipedia is a great resource, with the caveat that approximately 10-15% of everything on there is either wrong or highly misleading.

This is better than conversations with most people, though, where 90% of everything stated is wrong.

A well-researched book in my experience probably contains about 5-10% incorrect information, so Wikipedia is certainly worse but not hugely so.

Whistle stop

Julie Fowlis while a great singer was originally known for her whistle playing. This video shows why, at about the four minute mark. Such precision yet with variation. I am wondering if her whistle playing didnโ€™t lead to her singing style which is also incredibly precise.

Towards the end when sheโ€™s doing that really complex fingering..holy crap.

Like a lot of great musicians, she gets โ€œimpossibleโ€ notes out of her instrument โ€“ that is to say, she makes it produce notes that it normally could not in the standard course of playing by using mouth resonance and the like, which is needless to say extremely difficult.

Official

This is true, but it wonโ€™t matter.

We all deserve offices. But it gets worse: Weโ€™ve been told that our small squat in the vast openness of our open-office layouts, with all its crosstalk and lack of privacy, is actually good for us. It boosts productivity. It leads to a happy utopia of shared ideas and mutual goals.

In the current climate, itโ€™s very easy for some MBA to prove they saved x amount of dollars by eliminating offices, thus fitting more employees into a certain space. But itโ€™s harder to prove productivity loss and it takes more time.

Itโ€™s just as real, mind you, and devastating. But harder to quantify.

Thus, the MBA gets a bonus for saving $200,000 rent a year, but meanwhile your best people leave over the next few years to go to places that have private offices, and your other employees โ€“ those who choose to stay โ€“ their productivity drops 20%, losing you $500,000 over 10 years.

But hey, the company โ€œsavedโ€ $200,000!

Win

Iโ€™ve been using WinAmp since sometime in 1998 or 1999. Very sad to see it go.

Iโ€™d vote it as probably the best piece of software ever written as it is completely stable, does exactly what it is supposed to do, is very customizable and uses few resources.

Back in the late โ€˜90s it was the only player that could decode an MP3 without issues on low-end hardware.

No matter that it wonโ€™t be developed anymore; I will keep using it until (as will inevitably occur) user-installed programs are made illegal, and even then I will break the law and use it anyway.

AOL bought WinAmp and pretty much ruined what could have been but it is still perfectly suited for what it does and as long as it works I will keep using it.

Luck and age

I lucked into an IT career. My other possible path was journalism, and if Iโ€™d done that I wouldโ€™ve been totally screwed now.

Itโ€™s also lucky that I look much younger than I am, as IT has a lot of age discrimination. Judging by family history when I am 50, Iโ€™ll still look about 35-38 or so. Right now, people usually guess my age as about 26-28 though I am actually 37.

A few weeks ago, a woman who I talk with occasionally at work while discussing our jobs said to me, โ€œItโ€™s pretty cool someone so young as you is up so high up on the org chart.โ€

And I said, โ€œHow old you think I am exactly?โ€

She said, โ€œMaybe 26?โ€

Heh.

It was a curse when I was younger, as people thought my sister (four years my junior) was older than me. And I was carded at R-rated movies until my late 20s and accused of having a fake ID while buying alcohol one time (I was 25).

But now I quite like it. There is also evidence that people who retain a youthful appearance live longer, so thereโ€™s that.

ACA

What the hell is up with all the Obamacare defenders and apologists? I just canโ€™t understand it. Are people that accustomed to servitude and kowtowing to their corporate masters?

Itโ€™s like someone punching you in the face repeatedly and thanking them since at least they didnโ€™t kill your dog and burn down your house.

Nothing will ever change in this country until people are willing to say โ€œfuck youโ€ to such treatment instead of, โ€œThank you, may I have another?โ€