Revolve

Impressed with this?

You shouldn’t be. Yes, he’s quick on the hammer but he’s shooting blanks at balloons less than 10 feet away. I could teach myself to do that in a few days because it just involves pulling the hammer back quickly.

There is no skill in this, really. Literally anyone with normal motor functioning with some time and some blanks could learn this.

If you want to read about someone who could really shoot, check out Annie Oakley.

Good being bad

I’m the same way as this person about math.

In every other field, concepts slide naturally into my mind and I can manipulate them however they want, like fitting a bunch of Lego blocks together to make limitless possibilities.

But math is like constructing a Lego set on a picnic table outside in the middle of a thunderstorm. I grope blindly in the pouring rain for the first piece, and finally put it in place, but by the time Iโ€™ve found the second piece and move to connect it to the first piece, the first piece has blown away and is nowhere to be found, and the instructions are sopping wet, and the picnic table has just been carried away by a tornado.

Part of it just that I’m not interested in it and it is taught really poorly almost everywhere. But the other factor (heh) is that I’m just absolutely terrible at it, and it feels to me just like the above extended metaphor of the storm and the picnic table.

Thousands of hours spent on math and I’ve learned really nothing. Not for lack of trying. It just is all meaningless garbage to me at the non-conceptual level; a language I will never understand and is so far from anything I can understand that I can’t even discern it as a language.

I wrote about the Miller Analogies Test yesterday. I score 4 1/2 standard deviations above average on that test, which is somewhere around a 160+ IQ. (Has in most people an extremely high correlation to other IQ tests, which is why all high-intelligence societies accept it.)

Yet you give me a math-ish IQ test, and will reliably I score at a 70 IQ or so. People start trying to fit me with helmets so I don’t accidentally hurt myself after I take one of those.

I do wish I had the math ability that others of similar intelligence seem to possess, but it’s like imagining being able to fly under my own power. It’s just not going to happen. I’ve studied so much math in so many different ways for so many years that I know this is true. Sometimes the universe just is how it is.

Collapse

The only real long-term advantage (for lack of a better word) of Clinton winning is that it will cause a faster collapse — which is now inevitable due to global climate change — than would’ve occurred with a Sanders win.

Of course Trump winning the general will accelerate that even more.

It’s Machiavellian and some would say evil, but I believe the only way to avoid possible extinction-level events for humanity is to have a collapse sooner rather than later.

So Clinton or Trump will give us that with much greater celerity.

Yay.

Intern-al problems

We had a new intern come in today. I sit across from her so I can hear everything she is doing. (She’s in project management.)

She didn’t know how to turn on her laptop. She didn’t know how to dock or undock it. She didn’t know how to use dual monitors. She also typed really, really slowly (I could hear it). She didn’t know how to use/find the start menu or how to open applications.

She’s a senior in college, note. All she’s ever used probably is a phone or tablet, though, and the rare typing a paper in a computer lab where everything is already there and ready to go.

Amazing.

Relaxing

Something I didn’t learn about myself until I was an adult: I don’t actually like relaxing.

I like being idle. But I don’t ever power down. If I do, if I’m ever less than hyper-alert, I get uneasy.

I imagine being trapped in a spider’s web might be pretty relaxing, but it’s not for me.

Cide

Is there a species other than humanity that slaughters one another in such high numbers? Serious question; I don’t know the answer.

I know intra-species slaughter is fairly common in some predators, like lions. And of course reptilians and ichthyoids will cannibalize one another.

But that’s without malice aforethought — just “crimes” of opportunity. Perhaps like most human characteristics, war and genocide are very human indeed.

Education, intelligence, knowledge, axiology

When you really start to educate yourself, and then compare to what you’ve seen in the academic world and what others of your acquaintance have experienced, you realize how little of that world has to do with education.

Also, I won’t be joining any high intelligence societies as too many of them have Ayn Rand quotes on the front page.

Like the Prometheus Society. (Yes, I am eligible via MAT.)

But it turns out that you can be one out of 30,000 and still be an enormous dumbass. Good to know.

Body changes

I wonder how much delusional attitudes like this alone are responsible for the obesity epidemic.

Hard to isolate scientifically, I know, but certainly it plays a part.

I want our societal attitude about fat and general body changes to be just that. It’s inevitable. Therefore you might as well embrace and celebrate it.

It’s so bizarre to me, this attitude that your body just changes as if by magic. Like you had nothing to do with it by consuming more calories or failing to exercise. That fat is just deposited on you by aliens with anal probes in the middle of the night.

Perhaps it’s because I’ve been extremely ridiculously fit and then fat, and saw how both were the direct and irrefutable results of my own actions, that it’s so easy for me to repudiate the “Weight gain is magic from the heavens!” nonsense.

How do people believe this stuff? Not living on the same planet as I am, that’s for sure. And what is it with all the mooks who want to celebrate — and think we should all celebrate on their behalf — eating themselves into an early grave?

You get out of your body exactly what you put into it. And yeah I did intend the ambiguity of that statement.

Juncty

Wow, adjuncts get paid absolute shit. I knew it was low but I had no idea.

Around $1,500 per course per semester.

At my current job, I make that in ~4 days. Around here, I could fairly easily get a job if I wanted to work a whole lot more that’d make that in around 2 days. But I don’t wanna and will not work 100 hours a week.

Fuck I picked the right field and got in at the right time.

Lucky, that’s me.

Not a poet and I know it

Years ago, I was talking with a woman online who said that she liked writing poetry. I asked her who her poetic influences were, and she said that she didn’t read any poetry.

Confused and suspecting this was going to go very wrong, I asked to read some of her work.

That was a mistake. Her poetry was something like:

Roses are red.
I have a hat.
I saw a cat.
Dreamsicle caboose.
This and that.
I fell down the stairs.

I literally can’t make my doggerel as bad as her word vomit. I can’t underclock my brain that much. Her “work” was so terrifically terrible that I just can’t reproduce it. This woman has reached a talent nadir and rented the biggest backhoe should could find and started digging.

I politely signed off and blocked her later. Not worth it.

Half-open borders

Medium term, Europe is going to have a huge problem.

I don’t think the right’s Eurabia is likely, but women in particular are going to have a hard time of it in most of Europe in the near future and getting worse as time goes on.

Here’s why.

The left of course will say you are racist for even discussing this — though it has nothing at all to do with race. But the left can be safely ignored as in many ways they’ve gone as bonkers as the right.

If I ran the US as autocrat, I’d allow any women who wanted to immigrate right in, no questions asked. Come on in. I’d allow any child of any sex under five years old.

No men at all. We have enough of them.

Don’t like it, don’t come.

I’d be making special appeals to European women to immigrate as they tend to be well-educated and can contribute a lot to society. And their lives are going to be hellish very soon, so good time to scoot this way.

Europe can’t deal with reality, so reality is going to deal with them — as it always does.

Increment this

I’ve been thinking about this piece by maha quite a lot over the past day.

Hillary Dems (and many others) have of late promoted the myth of incremental change — that America only does things slowly and gradually. Even the briefest glance at our history is enough to demonstrate this is certainly not the case. This got me thinking about something else related to a topic maha mentions: the US going to the moon.

I heavily favor into space exploration, Mars colonies and the like — not because it has a purpose but precisely because it serves no direct purpose.

Is not doing cool things enough? And even if it were not, isn’t spurring tens of thousands of people to generate technologies and entire areas of science de novo worth something?

I think it is. As I said, I don’t want to go to Mars because it’s easy or because there’s an economic reason to do so; no, I want to do so precisely because it is hard and because there is not.

Yeah, the ancillary effects (both technologically and socio-culturally) will be great, but even that isn’t a justification in my mind but rather a side benefit.

It’s just that we need big, wild projects to fire the human spirit, to give us a direction that isn’t bombing brown people to freedom, to have us look at some distant red speck in the sky and say: “Holy crap, we put people there. What can’t we do here?”

Take a trillion a year from the military budget and let’s get started.