Die Cast

I think that because I do not fear death or even really suffering, this skews my perspective on things like re-opening society and my pushing back against the asinine liberal idea of infinite lockdown.

I’ll take the chance, but I won’t take it for others: this is why I wear my mask, as much as I hate it.

But life is for living, not staying huddled inside against even a persistent threat forever.

Worked In

Not sure about mental health, but getting fit has enormously improved my cognitive capacity and mental agility. I read faster, work faster, and I think I’ve probably gained 5+ IQ points.

Amazing difference.

Opened

I am not sure this is actually correct, though. But it’s not testable so also not sure if it matters. We don’t really understand how the brain is wired, or if that is even an apt metaphor, and how it might have changed evolutionarily. Is it stochastic? If so, how much? If so, what are the genetic inputs and feedbacks and their extent? What mediates this? How flexible is it? What are the first- and second-order epigenetic inputs and effects? If there are hard-wired modules, to what extent are they hard-wired and how much does it take to “unwire” them? Etc.

These are all open questions, even if many scientists don’t really want to admit it.

To H1B Or Not To H1B

Donald Trump considering suspending H1B, other visas: Report.

I mostly support this. The H1B visa has devastated IT salaries in many areas, and is widely used in exploitation of essentially captive IT professionals. It’s bad for both Americans and the laborers in question.

People I think just have inertia for the way we’ve always done it. H1B visas are objectively bad; I don’t care what the doctored-up academic papers say. I’ve seen it in person.

Sloat

For the “experts” who say you can’t read in your dreams, I read in mine all the time. Unfortunately, I was reading about the death of “Duxell Sloat” who was in Bruce Springsteen’s E Street band as a saxophonist.

That’s not the name of anyone, particularly the sax player in the E Street band.

“Duxell Sloat.” Ha.

Future States

Another hellishly annoying thing I’ve seen liberals claim lately is that what’s occurred since the pandemic isn’t oppressive and psychologically traumatic, because we “have it good,” staying inside with our Xboxes, HBO Max, and Twitter. Never mind the vast job losses and economic dislocations, what’s happening is unprecedented in modern history and is taking a psychological toll on anyone who isn’t a daffy dipshit like the people making those claims are.

Here’s someone who said it better than I just managed to put it.

โ€œIs this as bad as 1968?โ€ is an utterly meaningless question precisely for this underlying reason. People do not invoke 1968 because of the objective similarities between 2020 and 1968. They do so because we have crossed a threshold at which basic foundations of social organization we take for granted now seem up for grabs. This is an inherently subjective determination, based on the circumstances of our present much as people in 1968 similarly judged the state of their worlds to be in flux. 1968 is an arbitrary signpost on an unfamiliar road we are driving down at breakneck speeds. You can blast โ€œGimme Shelterโ€ on the car stereo for the aesthetic, but itโ€™s not worth much more than that.

The trouble began with the virus. The virus โ€“ and the confused and incoherent response to it โ€“ shattered patterns of normal life and normal perceptions of agency. The virus is novel, but the collective shock it evokes is a common reaction under such circumstances. Subjective perception of space and time lose coherence and structure, a looming โ€œsense of a foreshortened futureโ€ dominates, and the ability to imagine institutional realities as self-perpetuating diminishes. A symptom of this is the manner in which people suddenly find themselves addicted to enormous amounts of raw, unstructured, information. There is little context that would allow one to dismiss any particular datum, hence everything is mainlined from the content firehose.

Someone who actually understands what is going and its possible ramifications. Why is it so rare that someone can think credibly? I am constantly shocked by the utter naรฏvetรฉ of so many of my fellow liberals. They are worse than children, because at least children possess the perspicacity and clarity to notice when the world has shifted utterly and be distressed by the alteration; these mooks watch society crumble and tell us that we have it good because we can still play fucking Xbox.

Animotion

Why is it, though, that liberals are so obsessed with staying inside forever? I cannot fucking understand it. That was never going to work, and it was never the plan. I know they have to prove their deontological bona fides and all that horseshit, but sheltering indoors for years is really not a thing that could happen and have much of a civilization at the end of it.

It’s just as much performative wankery as the anti-mask demonstrations and that sort of crap, just more “realistic.”

Fuck all ya’ll.