What the Haul

I know, this is all anecdotal, believe science, all that shit, but I’m seeing more and more reports of long-haul Covid being pretty much knocked out by vaccination.

If that holds, that is really good news for a lot of people.

MBA Or No?

That can’t cost much to host these days. I am beginning to believe this cultural incineration (good word for it) is deliberate. If we can be compelled to live in an ever-present now, with no past and no future, it’s much easier to herd us, and market to us.

Of course, it could be just an MBA with a spreadsheet thinking he can save $5. But I am betting it’s a bit more than that.

A Bil Here and There

I made a relative lot of money on Facebook stock recently. But if someone had loaned me a few billion, I could’ve made a few billion on it for myself and given the money back (minus the 3 and 30 vig) a few weeks later.

Why is it fair that a bank can do that and I can’t? I’m a better trader than most banks, yet I can’t socialize my losses — I must just take them.

Anyway, no one should be doing anything like this in a sane world. But this isn’t a sane world. So who is going to loan me a few billion?

Interior Monologue

I don’t think the pain I lived through was worth it so when people say things like, “I wish my life could be like yours!” or “I wish I could do the things you do!” I usually just smile and say nothing. But what I am thinking is, You would have had to walk the path I walked to be where I am, and you really don’t want that, so be happy how you are, because how I am is a result of things people shouldn’t have to go through.

I repurposed my suffering to metamorphose myself into a knife to slice reality into the shapes I wished it to be, but I was lucky and just happened to be resilient enough. Many weren’t, where I grew up, and they are now all gone, in the grave.