Groan Up

I see people say things like, โ€œI was still just a dumb kid at 25โ€ and such.

Do people really believe that? Is that really true? I canโ€™t imagine that. Iโ€™ve felt and acted like an adult since I was 10 or 11 years old.

I guess I was just forced into it by circumstances, and natural proclivities. I didnโ€™t in a lot of ways have any other choice. I was precocious by nature. I had no interest in the childhood world my peers inhabited.

People do seem to mature at radically different rates โ€“ my mother was more childish than me for her entire life that I knew her โ€“ but it seems self-belittling to speak of oneโ€™s self in that way.

One of the main reasons I got into trouble with adults from about 10 years old onward is because I insisted on interacting with them at or above their level and they punished me severely for it.

I never stopped, though, and am very glad I did not.

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *