Not There

I simply donโ€™t believe this is true for everyone. Itโ€™s certainly not for me.

Math is the only area where Iโ€™ve ever deliberately studied, and saw no improvement, even with huge number of hours using many different methods with full dedication on my part. I can memorize many things, and make sense of the concepts just fine, but when it comes time to actually doing the problems, unless they are completely identical I am lost.

Furthermore, when I do manage to memorize enough to determine what to do, the moment I learn something in the math arena but not related to what I was studying before the previous learning is utterly extinguished. What I mean is that, say, I learn how to handle factoring. I have it down from an operational standpoint (I always have understood the concept of factoring just fine). The moment I learn for instance how to do some geometry, factoring is wiped. Itโ€™s just gone, never to return.

Whatever it is in most peopleโ€™s brains that allows them to remember more than one math idea at a time (from a working-out-the-problem standpoint) is just not present in mine. I suspect itโ€™s because so much of my mind is devoted to languages and data analysis at a high level, there just isnโ€™t space for anything else like this.

In high school, a teacher was astounded that some algebra techniques that Iโ€™d seemingly mastered just a few weeks before I could no longer remember even the first thing about. Sure, I remembered doing them. But I had no idea how to perform them any longer. This is the case with anything in the math realm, no matter how much time I devote to it.

With great effort, I can memorize enough for one test and do well on it, but a week later, all is forgotten.

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