Toil and trouble

I scored 62 on this โ€œDo You Live in a Bubble?โ€ quiz.

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I knew my score would be fairly high because I grew up partially in poverty and partially in lower-working-class environs, and then joined the military as an enlistee.

But in many ways, Iโ€™m atypical. Iโ€™ve always been estranged from any community, never quite belonging. I was reading and fully comprehending college-age textbooks by the time I was in fourth grade. For example, I helped my neighbor Lori study for and pass her community college microbiology class before Iโ€™d even entered fifth grade, explaining to her in detail what DNA was and how it functioned, etc, among other things, even making her study cards for the class. I finished Moby Dick in third grade. Iโ€™d read literally entire shelves of the local library by the time I was 11 years old. You can guess how that went in a pretty anti-intellectual place.

So no bubble, but in many ways Iโ€™d never really had and never will have a home in any community โ€” now as an adult I might know more and be able to reason more capably than someone with some fancy matriculation and degree to show for it, but I donโ€™t really fit in with the college-grad crowd, either. Mostly they just make me angry.

So there is no larger froth into which my tiny vesicle embeds.

But I do get a bit choleric when the college-grad crowd shits on working-class and poor people, because thatโ€™s where and how I grew up and I understand that experience of life well even if I never completely fit there, either.

Iโ€™m not sure what larger meaning that quiz holds, but many of the people Iโ€™m around daily now would get a very low score on it, I do know that.

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