What event in your life still fucks with you to this day?
This is more general than the OP is looking for, but I still resent that even when they had money or that someone else would pay for it, my parents wouldnโt support or pay for anything I wanted to do if they werenโt also interested in it or thought I shouldnโt be into it. They didnโt give a whit what I was drawn to or cared about โ or in the case of my dad, he hated it if he thought what I liked was unmanly and/or stupid.
Growing up in rural North Florida makes you stunted in many ways that you donโt realize until you get out in the world.